I hate my school. I hate the people in it, I hate the peers in it, I hate the work in it, I hate most of the teacers in it, I hate the lessons in it, I hate the homework in it, and everything. They suck away time from my life! I'm tired of getting trashed talked by other people there as well, they push my away from my mood to write, and it pisses me off. Not much to say now...I need to get closer with my DA friends here, sorry I didn't reconsider you guys...life's just been hectic.

My story is coming along very slowly for one reason: Because every time I have spare time, I'm too worn out to write. I gotta be in the writing mood to write. So I might release Chapter 1 and 2 at the same time in payment for you people waiting too long for my story. I apologize for that. So far, the writing's been slow and choppy.I gotta edit tons of things in it, and gotta revise it back and forth for it even to make sense X.X I should have at least one chapter out in a couple of weeks.


I gotta head off now, hope you guys are patient enough to withstand all this, seeyah.


~Bain out.

This Valentine's, let me be honest, sucked. Everyone single friend I have, and many others that I know, they all are in love with someone and is/or going out and crap. The thing is; I got hate mail left and right today, and the girls freakin' hate me, one of them slapped me and put a amrk on my cheek because her nails scratched along my face. It hurt..not so much physically.
All of my friends are talking about how happy they are and crap, how lucky they are or some @#!@#$!; and they totally left me behind. Can you believe what happened, they just left me. Like this one friend I had, Charlie. he's a total ass now ever since he got his lubby dubby gf. He's not even a ladies man, he does nothing for women, yet the little @#!@#! gets his peices, and I'm left with jack freakin' nothing.
I shoved him into a trashbin and chalkboard yesterday. I want to fight him, I want to beat him up, I want to break something in his skull because I can't hlep myself, I'm so envious, I want to make him feel my pain inside..

Valentine's Day...heh...thanks for the memories!....they sucked.


I've decided to change the rules for my character recruiting. The only thing I'll change now is the current situation they are in. The offer still holds: Send me a message about your character, or yourself, describtion, personality, and lifestyle, and I might put it into my series. I only got 2 so far, so...it would be nice if I get around 6. Although I will have to think about it before I put them in.



Oh, and another thing. I am...slightly better portraying male characters. I can portray female but not as good as male.(duh, I'm a guy) so yeah..

~Bain out.

What I'm planning on doing is 2007 is huge, and I'm hope I'll be confident enough to complete my goals for the next year. So far it's been kin dof annoying, my stomach feels like crap and I've felt sick ever since the day after Christmas. My biologicalclock is all messed up, room's messed up and all my papers are scattered...meh I look like trash.

I will start writing the prolouge for my series, but I don't know how to advertise it properly. I just hope more than one person reads the damn thing, I'd hate to work on it for nothing..



I'm stressed out, even when I'm off of school, because the htought of coming back....tears me apart. Things aren't what they used to be..all my friends that used to be all cool with me and crap(online) are now just ...distant, and the fac that Mega still hasn't come back...still..




I miss him, I really do...and I miss the summer...damn...seems like I'm never satisfied with what I get...I feel so alone 'cus no one is on and I've been alone the entire week...and it sucks, I want company...I can't reach my friends on the phone and..it just sucks.



So yeah I might get my lazy ass moving sooner or later...but I have to overocme this feeling I have first..

Need support...Bain signing off.

Feeling better, but still not over with..


Umm...well Chrismas Break ends Wednesday, so I'm gonna start drawing then. And I'm planning on writing a story, it won't be a fanfic style story though, and it has to do with our favorite black and green hedgehog in his years as a Freedom Fighter ((0-25 or so years AA which is After Ark)) it won't be in fanfic style though, I will explain further later.

Current Art Projects: starting one on a Christmas Contest

Current Story: The story I'm talking about, sorry, no hints on what it is yet!

Current life?: Ok..coul dbe better but thank god it's not like it was..


Current Mood: School goes out tomarrow till the 4th!



Current Role? Sonic, no duh!



I'm trying to learn all of the tricks of the trade with DA, got any advice? Comment!




~Bain_Striker

Feeling better, but still not over with..


Umm...well Chrismas Break ends Wednesday, so I'm gonna start drawing then. And I'm planning on writing a story, it won't be a fanfic style story though, and it has to do with our favorite black and green hedgehog in his years as a Freedom Fighter ((0-25 or so years AA which is After Ark)) it won't be in fanfic style though, I will explain further later.

Current Art Projects: starting one on a Christmas Contest

Current Story: The story I'm talking about, sorry, no hints on what it is yet!

Current life?: Ok..coul dbe better but thank god it's not like it was..


Current Mood: School goes out tomarrow till the 4th!



Current Role? Sonic, no duh!



I'm trying to learn all of the tricks of the trade with DA, got any advice? Comment!




~Bain_Striker